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Katie Smith's avatar

“…the evidence of someone’s history isn’t always visible…” wow, that hit me ❤️ What a simple yet profound truth. Every time I think I understand my own grief journey I am reminded that I’m still at the beginning. xoxo

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Christine Wolf's avatar

I'm not happy you're on this journey, too...but I'm so grateful you know this journey and might feel less alone. xoxo

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Katie Smith's avatar

I am so grateful for all of our work together and for you ❤️

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Carol O'Donnell's avatar

So beautifully written! Thank you for sharing your journey with grief and the unanticipated moments of joy. I really resonate with your feelings of wanting to talk about Beth as a way to keep her spirit alive. I love when someone brings up Simon for those same reasons. Thank you Christine. 💗

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Christine Wolf's avatar

Thank you, Carol. I LOVED talking to you about Simon, and look forward to more lunches (and dinners and happy hours) in which we can learn and share more about our beautiful loved ones.

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Raf's avatar

❤️♥️💜… one for each of you… Chrissy, Beth and Elizabeth!

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Christine Wolf's avatar

Thanks so much, Raf. Hugs to you and Donna.

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Kimberly Warner's avatar

Beautiful. And so tender. Sometimes those broken bones really do open up chasms in our hearts. I can wholly relate!

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Christine Wolf's avatar

Ooooh, I KNOW you can relate! Thanks for reading, my friend.

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Claire Tak's avatar

Woooooow. I’m moved by this (and so amazed at your ability to tie a broken foot to a long lost sister and passing of another). You’re so insightful and I’m once again, in awe of you.

I’m also sorry about your foot… I knew something was up when you mentioned an MRI, so thank you for sharing. Wishing you lots of love and support and healing, both for your foot and heart. ❤️

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Christine Wolf's avatar

Thank you, Claire. Grief does funny things to thought patterns, that's for sure...

Thinking about you constantly. xo

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Claire Tak's avatar

Omg yes. A total mind f*uck.

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Lisa Reisman's avatar

What a beautiful essay. It’s almost as if Beth brought Elizabeth to you…to help you in grief.

I will always remember Beth as an adorable, sweet, kind and fun sister. You were so blessed to have that kind of closeness. I will never forget her smile and you should also know that she was very kind to my sister.

Please share pics of your “big sister”! It’s such a crazy, serendipitous but beautiful story. Beth is definitely taking care of you!!!

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Michelle Levy's avatar

Many truths here. I especially like the line, “the evidence of someone’s history isn’t always visible.”

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